I love the gay lifestyle. I like the clothes and the music and the mannerisms and the c'est la vie attitude that so many gay men have.
I think I could be really happy being gay, but the thing is, I don't like the gay sex. It makes me feel weird and gross, and it does not feel natural. I don't want to be a top or a bottom.
Is there anyway to get over this, or will I just have to settle for being an artsy, flamboyant heterosexual?
